LOVE ACTUALLY PART 1.

It's been years since I blogged. So I honestly think this word LOVE I had was in so many years ago. THE ONE has gotten away. Like, literally, honestly has gotten away. I let him slipped away from my fingers. stupid young naive me. so stupid. ouh god! Every now & then I would think of him actually. But ouh wells. He's happy with his current gf so I am happy for him.  

Last year for my 18th, I've been introduced to clubbing. It was so much fun! The very first was Playhouse as I couldnt enter Attica due to my carelessness of not bringing my IC but my student card was with me. Playhouse was boring actually. Some guy approached me & we talked. He's nice so I went home & checked up on him, HE'S ATTACHED.

Ouhkayy whatever. Lets fast forward to the very next day where I thought I have found the one that will stick with me through the tick and thin. He's really nice & friendly. We ttwitted each other almost everyday, then exchanged number. Then went out twice and asked if i wanna be his. So, on impulse I said yes. But we were really very close with each other. We couldnt leave each other's sight without saying anything. Everyone saw how much we were so in love with each other. I was wearing a pair of wedge so I looked taller than him but we'r actually of the same height. 

He's the very first guy who's brought me home to meet his family. They're all so pleasant & sweet.

After 7 months, we ended our beautiful relationship. Dont ask. But I never regret every moment I had with him as that's what I exactly wanted at that point of time.


3-4 months later I was introduced to someone....

Part 2 to be continued....

lots of love, 

Sabrina Spellman

Hello y'all again..



BOOHOO!!
I seriously want a a real an official break up..
i cant take these any longer..
i don hav any feelings toward him anymore..only very little i can say..
today one WHOLE day did not msg-ed me :'(
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.
i want to break.


I SERIOUSLY WANT!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
Its super frustrating..
coz my frens kept on saying now is not the ryt tym..
the ryt tym is during the sch hols where i can avoid from going out with him easily den ask for break or just leave lyk dat.









I DON CARE ANYMORE LARH!!!







GO TO OTHER GIRLS!!







GO TO UR GIRL-FRIENDS THEY ARE WAY MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME AND UR GUY FRENS..!!







JUST GO !!







HE CHANGED HIS FACEBOOK PASSWORD..
WTF!!
coz i think that he found that i changed his relationship status to single..
hmm..
he's such a liar!! he said "My password is alll about you"
u can kiss my A*** GOODBYE!!
GRRR!!
I dunnoe until when must i be lyk this..
but nvm soon u'll be broken from the spell..

dats all folks!!

Hello!!
im in schoool peeps!!
supeeer bored ryt now .

Hello y'all!!
last nyt just had an argument with him..
about insulting my own friends..
Well,as i had mentioned earlier that i met this few friends,ayid and fadzil they have some piercings.
so i was being very truthful to u noe hu abt everithing..
then lyk suddenly he was saying last nyt,"b,i want to have piercings too""they are cool isnt it?"and i just kept quiet only"den he was lyk saying he wants to have tattooes..WTF ! dat part really blew my top off..
how could he say that..they are all good people..
den he started lecturing abt the consequenses of mixing with them and blah blah blah..
he's exactly just lyk my father or eitheer my other.. NAG NAG NAG..
at dat point of time wen he was talking,he realised dat i was quiet all the way..den he asked y?
i said coz hearrt pain.. I mean really sia.. i could feel the pain in my heart. i hope you noe wat i mean.he asked y again.. i said abt u! u gt brain,u use that brain.then he was apologising.i was pissed then i said im tired goodnyt and bye..w/o much hesitant i hung up on him.den he msg-ed me"im sori i acted dis way 2wards u arite...im jus so frustrated dat u jus don wan talk to me..hmm..Im sori.pls..." den i nvr reply so i went to sleep..
the next morning i forgave him..coz i was feeling very bad for him..




SO today 3rd day i did not fast..
sad:(.
have to pay back 13 days..so i hope tmr i can fast.
ouhkayylarh..
got bad migranes ryt now..
tmr i'll update with u again..
so long

xOxO U nOe U lOvE mE

hello!!
sorryy..
soo looong did not update..
hahaahha..
coz was frustrated with my blog..
hahahaha...
btw,i lyked a few guys..
but not in our school..
they are from MADRASAH ALJUNIED..
hahahaha..
they are not who u think they are OUHKAYY!!
thay are just lyk us ..
lyk the people outside there..
this group of ppl includes me,nura,fatin,ayid,firaz,mus,fadzil and iman n olso afiq and atikah.
now im chatting with ayid! he's a great person.. although the first time u'll see him very scary but once u gt to noe him,he's just lyk us.
soon we as a group gonna breakfast together2 with vania n jade..
just cant wait..
hahahaha..
we did lots of outings before with them..i guess?
hahahaha..
suffering from short - term - memory..
tsk tsk lols..
ouhkayy larh..
aniting u want to noe just aske me personally..
bye

lots of love dears !!

yo!
so far ,my lyf is great i guess..
anw,tmr meet parent session..
i hav to get ready for the worse..
ouh..
mr mohd..
pls don say aniting to my parents abt wat mrs robert say to you..
pls..pls..pls..
i very scared..
my father will beat me larh seyy..
if only u knew..
hmph!!
i not top 10..
den wait u add on the flames even more dead..
haiyo..
i feel lyk killing myself alr..

anw,last friday i went to mosque.
as usual.
den i hav to help the mosque to collect donation.
den i went to the guys's section giv the donation to the treasurer.
i saw mustaqim.anw,he ever led the mosque to pray.
last tym i find him cute.
he's from MADRASAH ALJUNIED.
ouhkayy..
so anw,he is my age n my family noes his so does his.
den when i was walking towards my dad's car,his fren gave me letter.
it had mustaqiim's number telling me to call him the next day 7.30am...
wah! super early!
hahaha..still sleeping..
so i called him arnd 3+?
i guess so..
we lyk got to noe of each other..
he is a SEX FREAK!!
scary!
he pressured my to "PLAY" with him.
seriously i dun wan seyy..
he keep koling me..
b4 slp n in th morning!
really really very shock!
i tot he is so the religious type seyy..
hais..
sad sad.
they really sound so desperate..
the way he treat me lyk as if i am a "CHEAP GIRL BY THE ROADSIDE".
haiss..
i really pity them..
how i wish i could help him..
hmmm...
any1 want to help me?
coz i scared seyy..
wat if he stalks me n i got rape?
aaaaaaaaa..
SABRINA GET HOLD OF URSELF!!
the more i talk abt him,the more im going retarded..
hahahass..any1 help pls go to the tagboard yaw!
thanks!

BYE!♥